Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts

Sunday, 9 February 2014

2 Bible Readings I Chose for My Wedding.

Philippians Chapter 4
Always be joyful, then, in the Lord; I repeat, be joyful.
Let your good sense be obvious to everybody. The Lord is near.
Never worry about anything; but tell God all your desires of every kind in prayer and petition shot through with gratitude, and the peace of God which is beyond our understanding will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus.
Finally, brothers, let your minds be filled with everything that is true, everything that is honourable, everything that is upright and pure, everything that we love and admire -- with whatever is good and praiseworthy.
Keep doing everything you learnt from me and were told by me and have heard or seen me doing. Then the God of peace will be with you.

Matthew Chapter 5 
You are salt for the earth. But if salt loses its taste, what can make it salty again? It is good for nothing, and can only be thrown out to be trampled under people's feet.
'You are light for the world. A city built on a hill-top cannot be hidden.
No one lights a lamp to put it under a tub; they put it on the lamp-stand where it shines for everyone in the house.
In the same way your light must shine in people's sight, so that, seeing your good works, they may give praise to your Father in heaven.

Wednesday, 8 January 2014

"All About Your Heart"


I don’t mind your odd behavior
It’s the very thing I love
If you were an ice cream flavor
You would be my favorite one

My imagination sees you
Like a painting by Van Gogh
Starry nights and bright sunflowers
Follow you where you may go

Oh, I’ve loved you from the start
In every single way
And more each passing day
You are brighter than the stars
Believe me when I say
It’s not about your scars
It’s all about your heart

You’re a butterfly held captive
Small and safe in your cocoon
Go on you can take your time
Time is said to heal all wounds

[Chorus]

Like a lock without a key
Like a mystery without a clue
There is no me if I cannot have you

[Chorus]

Saturday, 28 December 2013

Prayer.

Dear Lord,
You have blessed me with so many gifts. Your grace knows no bounds.
I don't know where to begin to count my blessings.
Through this day please remind me and continue to guide me, you have given me the wisdom to pick such a reading. Please let it to continue to guide me to live your words.
In jesus' name,
amen.

Monday, 24 December 2012

A Christmas Eve.

Now playing - Celine Dion's - These are the Special Times.

Breakfast with HM and his mum. 
Morning visit to a Catholic church in Fan Ling with Hm's mum and her mum. 
Lunch at Mr. Yammy. Very tasty.
Walked back to train station and got home arnd 2pm.
** all of the above done without glasses or contact lens. **
- an interesting experience.



Sunday, 2 December 2012

shared on fb post. i almost wanted to cry. can it not be so grey?

[人物傳記] 21世紀,月薪三萬元的港人。

嗨,我叫Anson,從小居屋戶、爸媽經營洗衣店,收入OK,但上有兩兄姊下有一弟的情況下,本來已談不上身家的資產也不會輪到我。除了弟弟,我們三兄姊弟中學畢業後也自力更生、自負盈虧。

大學畢業後幾年間輾轉打了幾份工,每次跳槽有加薪,待遇也更好,薪水好自然要改善生活,基於一屋擠著六人多年,也想試試獨處滋味,於是搬離娘家,租住一房小私樓,買一輛日系轎跑代步。

不妨直言,一個勤奮向上的高級銷售部主任平均月入三萬,孝子每月回贈爹娘五千,附送一份人壽保險一千、學費貸款一千、三餐膳食三千、豆潤單位月租九千、水電煤五佰、轎跑上會月供五千、車位月租二千,代步費兩千、外出車場五百、還有定期維修保養、牌費車保……。

生活其實OK的,在這個香港地能有一個人的家、一個人的車廂感覺特別優越。煙貴,還吃得起;油價加、還豪得起;人仔升,還花得起;餐搵餐食餐餐清,從沒有儲蓄的習慣,因為根本沒有需要儲蓄的原因,直至遇上她……。



阿晴是我一見鍾情的女生,除胸脯比較小巧外,實屬女神級質素。自第一天遇上她我便無法自拔的迷戀,還記得第一次在她樓下接載女神外出用膳,她一見我的轎跑便說:「哇,架車好有型呀!」我開心了幾個晚上,一切都值回票價。

適逢她情傷過後,巧逢住得又近,而且我又自住關係,這個天時地利人和讓我抱得美人歸。那個啪啪啪啪啪的晚上,我感動得落下男兒淚,她擘著腿問:「做乜喊呀BB?」我答:「實在太舒服喇…嗚……」其實是我真的很喜歡妳,阿晴

當一個人的生活變成兩個人後,起初不同的只是多配一條門匙,膳食費按比例增加30%、每年預算多一筆外遊費、大時大節多花一點瑣碎慶祝費,全是有限錢,只要阿晴開心,什麼都OK,因為生活還OK。直至我們開始進入談婚論嫁的階段……。



我們開始為婚禮費用、婚後住屋問題與及家庭開支作出嚴謹的打算,當一個女人有了目標以後,是會變得嚴厲,溫柔得如阿晴也無可避免地對我逐漸封鎖,煙要戒、飯要帶、車……要賣。

阿晴和FD2二選其一,我選擇了前者,賣了跟我出生入死兩年的愛駒。那個早上,在移交車匙那刻,我緊緊握著車匙最後一角不放手,然後哭了,買家問:做乜喊呀Ching?」我答:「實在太唔捨得喇…嗚……」那刻我知我真的很愛阿晴。

沒有了私家車又節衣縮食的情況底下,我每月儲來萬五元,阿晴每月也有五千元助攻,我們的聯名戶口每月就有二萬進帳,預計一年後我們就能結成婚。然而,阿晴希望婚後買樓,說這樣才有將來,不然我們每月就白白花九千元來睡覺,於是,我跟兩老達成協議暫停回贈計劃,每月省來五千元。



我,其實是十二分討厭乘坐交通工具,也不習慣跟陌生人你眼望我眼,嘈吵的Roadshow電視聲、手機電玩聲、師奶聊天聲、還有粗鄙的歐盟二期引擎聲,每次上車Do八達通也感到異常委屈,身為公司Top Sales,為何要夾著公事包迫巴士?西裝給汗沾濕了,手提電腦給震傷了,我也被生活壓力迫爆了……。

一年後,我們順利結成夫婦,婚禮雖然不算富麗堂皇,阿晴撓著我手臂笑得蠻幸福。然而,親戚來賓卻沒有發現我眼窩中氾著無數的辛酸和無奈。穿起象徵幸運、幸福美滿的新郎裝,還有一位貌若天仙的新娘並著肩準備跟我走到海枯石爛,眼裡卻只有無名的仇恨。我是很愛阿晴,卻開始厭惡這個無間道的妖獸都市!「你們一個二個吃的乳豬炸子雞糯米飯,全都是我辛辛苦苦捱更抵夜節衣縮食煮來的!要是知道哪一個沒屁眼的混蛋敢給我蘋果日報作人情,我要他斷雙腳死雙親!!」這一種內心潛詞為整個囍宴染上一道紅,直至洞房花燭夜才令我感到活著的意義。射精那刻,我還未發現自己有病。

人情禮金連同血汗儲蓄,最後我們支付了首期,成功上樓當業主。單位雖小,成交後阿晴擁著我一臉幸福地說:「BB,我哋成功喇!」然後吻了我臉龐一口。阿晴,妳實在是完美無瑕,妳漂亮和溫柔的擁抱,可愛而不矯揉造作的依偎,我還認為自己在做夢。然而,艱苦生活是無了期。當成業主後,生活更緊張,供樓的錢已佔據我們總收入的大半,加上通脹加劇,任憑我每天多跑幾趟、三餐在家煮食、周末留在家煲劇、公假留港消費……我們每月所剩下的錢還是只得一兩千,實在百思不得其解,生活何以這樣緊迫?不要說什麼浮羅交怡,現在連翠華都吃不起!為何薪水升幅生活反而更難捱?兩年前,我還是一個出入旺區內新式私樓、轎跑代步的年輕才俊,點一口煙、拖一個波、踭子踏一下油門剎車,瀟灑如風又過一彎;兩年後升職了加薪了,反而要搬到元朗、捧著公事包滿頭大汗迫巴士電車地鐵走遍全港九R生意,還要留在公司叮飯!!為什麼?!我連手提上網都只有500mb!!連朋友Whatsapp發來的照片也不敢下載!為什麼?我是為了什麼活得如此繃緊?

就在這個快要迫瘋人的日子中,還出現一件令我百上加斤的事……我在一條濕滑的公路上,當了一個粗心大意的司機……是…我中出了阿晴,而阿晴也受精了。



一個不如意的早上,捽數會議被老闆以粗言穢語問候;接著不如意的中午,得知四個客戶被對家搶走了;繼而不如意的晚上,得知青山公路撞了一部FD2,Total Loss粉身碎骨,我認得那條蕉中尾。拖著抑壓、疲憊、憂傷的心情下班,想起待會還要乘一小時巴士再轉二十分鐘的小巴才回到家,心情再度一沉,我也想看黑絲江美儀!只是每天回到家已經是米雪。為何生活如此艱苦?為何薪水愈高生活愈苦?如今的我,每天支付兩程$21.40已覺吃力,為何馬路上仍然有這麼多私家車?駕寶馬和平治的人月薪到底有多少?人類又是怎樣買得起Aston Martin和Maserati?我到底為了什麼活得如此艱苦?!

在這個落幕低沉的晚上,我正想從公事包拿出白色的Headphone用音樂麻醉起伏的情緒,阿晴竟出現在公司樓下,就坐在大堂的沙發上!一見她甜美的笑容,心情立即得以緩解,她歡天喜地走過來撓著我的手臂說:「老公老公!等咗你好耐喇!」
我:「唔打俾我先?」
晴:「電話費貴嘛!」
我:「傻豬黎既!做乜無端端過黎等我放工?」
晴:「嘿!因為我有個好消息要即刻同你分享喔!」
我:「妳終於加人工拿?」
晴:「加就加喇!不過係我哋即將添加成員呀!」
我:「添加…成員……?」
晴:「嘻嘻嘻……」
我:「嘻嘻?」
晴:「哎…我有咗BB呀,嘻嘻!」
我:「吓…妳乜唔係…有食pills…既……咩?」
晴:「哈!奶奶咁想抱孫,我咪幫幫手囉!」
我:「幾……幾耐…既…既事?」
晴:「嘻!岩岩Check咗,原來已經七個禮拜喇!」
我:「七……七七七…個禮拜……………?」
晴:「係呀!所以我哋要開始儲錢喇!」
我:「呃呃呃呃…呃……………」
晴:「嘻!我之前仲諗緊re唔resign好!」
我:「呃呃…呃呃呃呃……」
晴:「老…老公?」
我:「呃呃呃呃…呃呃呃…呃呃呃呃呃!!!!」
晴:「老公你做乜野呀……老公!老公?」
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我Down機了。




































醒來後,我被困在一間白色的房…
不…是黑色的…不……
是白色……
不……

我沒有手錶,牆上也沒有掛鐘,只有一張床和一部電視,之後我發現沒有電視看的時候是日頭,播著成龍的時候就是夜晚。

我想人人也懂跳我這支開心舞。

Sunday, 18 November 2012

A great weekend~

- what a great weekend!! - time with my special man, work with yummy home made lunch, 大鬧天宮, sleep, church, lunch at home with family <3, movie [argo] with popcorn and yummy drink, dinner with sc friends + teacher...!

Sunday, 4 November 2012

Saturday, 27 October 2012

surreal...


TUT-
The difference between being moments away from a big, HUGE dream coming true, is that, rather than light-years, lies in physically behaving, day by day, as if the dream were real, and all else was a dream.

Thursday, 2 August 2012

One of Ma's many wonderful foods...


Although since I've started working I sometimes find eating dinner a chore, it is difficult not to admire and be completely in awe in my mum's ability to make wonderful foods even after a full day's work.